April 15th, 2013
|09:38 pm - Life.|
Note: this post was written after I read way too much H.P. Lovecraft in a row and I fear that it might affect my writing. Watch out for writhing, undulating globs of nameless eldritch words. Or something.
Life has been relatively quiet as of late... as it tends to be for me. My job-hunting quest still yields no results (and not for lack of trying). Driving lessons (yes, I got back into those in case I haven't mentioned) are progressing well. Inspiration comes and goes though that final piece of my tumblr layout still eludes me. I seem to be dealing with some strange issues of emotion yet again, but none that I wish to go into in depth in this public forum. Those who know about them know about them and I've already talked their ears off about it. No sense in painting that lily in colors out of space.
(god damnit, Lovecraft.)
LJ appears to have gone completely mental lately, as though the touch of the Outer Gods came to rest upon its mind and molded its gelatinous tissues - or cybernetic equivalent thereof - into something of unfathomable and alien geometry... Or at least my friends page. There's some weird time warp shit going on in there. Seriously.
Apparently my last post was the 666th in number. Which is kind of amusing considering it's a recounting of an imagined episode of a diabolical anime series centered around a creature based on a plant that earned mythological reputation as the Devil's Own. Somewhere out there, in the depths of a forest in a world that may or may not exist anywhere in the multiverse beyond the scope of my mind, a Belladonyx is grinning - as these graceful enchantress-spectres of the vegetative persuasion are wont to do.
I don't even.
Before I seal this entry though, a random quiz/surveymajig.
1. State your name.
2. Which of your relatives do you get along with the most?
My parents, I suppose.
3. Did anything embarrassing happen this week?
This week just started and so far nothing embarrassing happened. Hopefully it stays that way.
4. Do you miss your ex?
No, but then I have yet to actually fire the missiles aimed directly towards her. When I DO fire them I will most certainly not miss.
5. White chocolate or dark chocolate?
I'm fond of both, actually.
6. Do people praise you for your looks?
I have received a compliment or two before. (shrugs)
7. What is your favorite color of clothing to wear?
Colors that work together nicely enough - I don't think I have one favorite.
8. How do you wear your makeup?
I don't wear makeup.
9. What are some of your nicknames?
Most of the internet calls me Stel or Stell. Some people IRL call me by my last name. That's about it for nicknames.
10. How many bedrooms are in your house?
Two. My parents' and mine.
11. How many bathrooms?
MY HOUSE HAS A HUNDRED BAFROOMS.
12. Do you have a job?
No. I'm currently hunting one and in the meantime attempting to unleash commissions upon the world.
13. Do you have a car?
No, but I am presently re-learning how to operate one. THIS time I intend to finally get a damn license. >>;
14. Do you work out every week?
Nope. Although I probably really should.
15. Have you ever kissed someone you never saw again?
16. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd?
17. What kind of bathing suit do you wear?
A full body biomechanical one with atmospheric processors, pressure negators, a built-in sonar system and fin-blades that could cleave through solid metal. That is all I am at liberty to say.
18. Do you like your eyes?
They're okay. Typical human brown eyes. Although I do like the fact they seem to have this odd amberish refraction to them from certain angles.
19. Do you think you are pretty?
I feel pretty. Oh so pretty, I feel pretty and witty and briiiiiiiiiiiiiii- *AHEM*.
WTF musicals aside. My current bioshell is fine though it could be better. I'm don't feel strongly about it one way or another.
20. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
21. Are you single?
Yup. Most likely for the rest of my biological existence.
22. Do you want kids?
23. Tell me what your backpack looks like.
It is blue. There's not much else to say about it.
24. What celebrity do you think is hot?
Can't really think of any.
25. Last movie you saw in theaters?
Probably The Hobbit.
26. Are you dating the same person you dated last year?
Actually, yes. I've been single last year, and I'm single THIS year too! Hooray for consistency! <<;
27. Has someone you were dating ever cheated on you?
Not that I am aware, at least.
28. Have you ever cheated?
29. What do you like to do in your free time?
Mostly engaging in creative pursuits. Drawing, writing, abusing musical instruments, singing, what have you. Otherwise, hanging out online, occasionally reading or watching stuff or playing video games or listening to music. Sometimes multiple of the above at the same time. I don't even.
30. What is your favorite animal?
Oh my zarking fuck, I don't think I can really choose one. There are just way too many, both extant and extinct. It's safe to say that I am fond of most creatures on the planet - and even the ones I don't, I usually have awesome things to say about. Life, as a whole, is one of the most badass things on the planet. And that is all there is to say on the matter.